When I look in the mirror I see someone who has failed. I see self-hatred written all over my fore head. My relationship with men has been damaged due to being a product of a fatherless generation. Looking for acceptance in all the wrong places sure to find it. As I found it I stayed in that place of misery. I like living in complacency and comfort because it’s easy. It’s easy to let my mind be a whirlwind and settle for a statuesque life. Eight months ago I was that very person.
My life is not my own. It’s been set apart by God to do crazy thing for God. The past seven months of my life have been what I like to call, “wrecked for the normal.”
Course one seemed like it was going to be the hardest three months of my life. But I had wrongfully accused the “first course”. I didn’t have in mind what course one was actually about, “my identity in Christ.” God sure enough started a mass destruction in me about how He sees me and how I should see myself. One thing that He has shown me is that I’m His princess. Some one once said to me. “A daughter of a King is a princess.” It’s so true and even as I sit and type this letter it’s hitting me like a load of bricks. God is my Daddy and I’m His precious little princess. God totally restored me. He’s gently taken the time to show me my beauty as a woman. Also I’ve allowed Him to begin to remove the heart of stone I’ve had for so long and replace it with a heart of flesh. It’s amazing how this new heartbeat beats. I take a look at all the places that He’s brought me from. It seems as the impossible but I believe that it’s possible. Now I’m at a place where it’s easier for me to walk in the strong beautiful person He’s made me to be.
Now I am a woman of God who is willing to be used as a vessel. I can stand firm in who God has created me to be. You might ask… who has He created me to be. Well He’s made me as a victorious woman of God. I am chosen, peculiar, set apart, His royalty, beautiful, loved, and compassionate, I’m called to be love, I could keep going and going. I know that God has great plans for my life and I’m excited to see them unfold.
I can’t even fathom what my life would look like with out having had the chance to be a part of something so crucial. I know that I would still be so complacent and hopeless if I had not had the opportunity to take part in this journey. Next year I will return to RAD as an intern. I want nothing more than to be used by God to help disciple the next year’s class. Now that I’ve experienced RAD I can’t imagine my life without this life changing transformation and this family that I am now a part of.
Thank you to all who support and believe in this ministry. It’s because of people like you that it’s possible for us to be impacted and than go and impact others.
My life is not my own. It’s been set apart by God to do crazy thing for God. The past seven months of my life have been what I like to call, “wrecked for the normal.”
Course one seemed like it was going to be the hardest three months of my life. But I had wrongfully accused the “first course”. I didn’t have in mind what course one was actually about, “my identity in Christ.” God sure enough started a mass destruction in me about how He sees me and how I should see myself. One thing that He has shown me is that I’m His princess. Some one once said to me. “A daughter of a King is a princess.” It’s so true and even as I sit and type this letter it’s hitting me like a load of bricks. God is my Daddy and I’m His precious little princess. God totally restored me. He’s gently taken the time to show me my beauty as a woman. Also I’ve allowed Him to begin to remove the heart of stone I’ve had for so long and replace it with a heart of flesh. It’s amazing how this new heartbeat beats. I take a look at all the places that He’s brought me from. It seems as the impossible but I believe that it’s possible. Now I’m at a place where it’s easier for me to walk in the strong beautiful person He’s made me to be.
Now I am a woman of God who is willing to be used as a vessel. I can stand firm in who God has created me to be. You might ask… who has He created me to be. Well He’s made me as a victorious woman of God. I am chosen, peculiar, set apart, His royalty, beautiful, loved, and compassionate, I’m called to be love, I could keep going and going. I know that God has great plans for my life and I’m excited to see them unfold.
I can’t even fathom what my life would look like with out having had the chance to be a part of something so crucial. I know that I would still be so complacent and hopeless if I had not had the opportunity to take part in this journey. Next year I will return to RAD as an intern. I want nothing more than to be used by God to help disciple the next year’s class. Now that I’ve experienced RAD I can’t imagine my life without this life changing transformation and this family that I am now a part of.
Thank you to all who support and believe in this ministry. It’s because of people like you that it’s possible for us to be impacted and than go and impact others.
1 comments:
hey yevette,
this is great you did a great job on it it was really good!!!!i loved it.i love you so much!!!!!!!i love you and miss you like crazy!!!!:)
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